24 December 2011

kau ada, aku ada jugakk :)

alahhhhhhhaii. ponat tangan den menekan keyboard! fyrra , apapunnn. kau kena ada lesenn jugakk, sebab jalan raya kat Malaysia ni kitee yangg punyyeeeeeeeeeee. alamakk, lapo pulakkk. nak makan jappp. aroma maggi karii. ngehhhhhhhhhh :)

*lapolapolapolapolapolapolapo :o

somebody cemburu buta

cikk fyrraa jgn jeles keyh. bukan aku sorg jaa yang ambikk lesen lahhhh :) takpe, pejam celik, kau da dpt result, pastu nak amek lesen seribu juta kali punn takpe eyy. kau kan tokey bookshop. ngehh ngehh. tak mengnjing oke. :)



*takpe fyra, after aku dpt lesen. aku bwk kau merantau satu dunia. ecehh :)

HAI

dear unprivate diary, let me whisper to you bout sumethg. come closer. it just all i want to say to him is,


*tabolelupakandiahanyasekelipmatasajasebabdiaakutahuapaerticinta. jiwang kot.

23 December 2011

no full stop

dahlahh ffateen. asik nak wat post baru jaa. tahap bosan ke apee? ye ye. aku bosannn. benci betul [=].[=]' muka specky aku. cun tak? cun kan? hahahhahahhh.


*inilah kejadahnya bila aku di tahap bosan gila monyett.

walking from a to z

lot of fun. tengok belog comel orang lain. today was better than yesterday. i'm gonna make tomorrow will be better. hmphhh. this late of night, my sister buat bising learning korean language. her pronounce was quite good jugaklahh. maybe, kite bolehh fly to korea sooner or later. if ada duit lahh. poket kosong. habuk pun tiada. camane? dia (adik) dah start nyanyi lagu 2PM yang skrg ni tengah pukul 11:28 PM. yang sorang lagi adik tengah berdengkurrr. kurr kurr :>
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yang aku punn  nk kurr kurr jugak. now, i'm really in mood to watch Fynn Jamal. i do lovee her.


*cousin ajak pergi ict. hmpph, we'll see how it goes coz i'm so busy lately. really :)

I'm on the road

hehe. best giler tadi. drive kereta kat jalan yang besar and byk kereta pusing pusing situ. driving is quite hard and i really need to practice again. voooooooooommmmmmmm! be aware, fateen is on the road. dia bawak kereta macam orang yang mereng. so, hati-hati. AWAS, pemandu sedang diujii. okay der, i really miss my schoolmate now.

hey. aku rasa ngantuk sangat sekarang ni. nak tidurr je. mata dah macam tutup buka tutup tutup dah ni. tangan masih tekan keyboard. full stop. bawak kereta memang syokk. tapi, bila ada halangan or something like kereta depan so slow, aku kena tekan brek sikit. but, i don't know what the meaning of sikit tu. so i tekan tapi slow slow. memang tak de effect la kann. Huh! bahaya betul budak ni bawak kereta. bab motor, aku takde masalah. okay je. boleh kata tahap pro lah kan. hehe :)

Ibu,, ya nak motor baru bole tk? ngih ngih. i da dapat lesen L. bole la merempit luar Saujana pulak after this. nak beli plat 'L' kat kedai tauke cino. tampal cecantik kat motor buruk aku tu. then, breenngggg!! merayau satu Malaysia. sapa nak tumpang. bole blaa. Dilarang membawa muatan ye kalau lesen takat 'L' jee.

aku kena belajar rajin-rajin kalau nak berjaya dpatkan 'P' sewwwcepat mungkinn. okay. takat ni saje.. BYE.

*i love my simple blog. buat hati sya suka riang.

22 December 2011

Not kiddo anymore

since next year 2012, I'm not a student for SMK lagi. aku mesti berazam untuk jadi lebih matang. i think that i'm not matured enough. aku tak bertindak matang dalam banyak hal. aku selalu merengek to my parents if i don't get what i want. i cannot stop membebel until i got what i want. i know my attitude make my parent tired of me. but they be patience of me. i always argue with my sisters. it is enough.

aku tak tahu diri aku bila aku pretend menjadi orang lain. i must be myself. sangat unik bila menjadi diri sendiri. aku mengaku keadaan persekitaran like fren, age make me can't be myself like before. hmphh, aku telah hilang. jam sekarang 2305. i think i can be what i want if i don't act stupidly like before this and think before do something. i will never do something just for own benefit again. i will do it with sincerity, it is for people that i love especially my parent. i need to study hardddly. for getting good job, 

even, there so much Pain inside my heart yang dah jadi scars punn. i can't be selfish. is not i'm the only one that born to be like this. there's somebody that must be feel the way i do, even more pain they had through. if they were strong, so i must be strong 1000 tmes more than them. no need to cry again. because this is life. it is complicated. so tomorrow, i will say hi like before this to you. i gonna make you was better than this day.

need to sleepp.

*esok saya ada belajar memandu. kena tidurr awall. BYEE :)

eat a lot of Angin.

alahhai! rindu giler babeng kat ohhhhhfyrra! yang memang da lame tak lepak dengan dia. sgt bosan duduk kat rumah. televisyen pun tak menayangkan cerita yang best untuk ditengok. duduk rumah. duduk depan laptop lah kejenya. hishh. haha, okeng. this holiday, i went so many places! wow, Malaysia is really amazing now and forever. haha. aku pergi negeri pantai timur.

First of all, I went to kelate sbb ada sedara kahwin. best jugak sebab aku dpt beli shirt yang cantik kat situ. goodgood. okeng. lagi satu mknn kat kenduri mmg sedap. terbaekk! betul. tak tipu. tapi, bcause of skrg musim hujan ombak kat PCB kuat gila. so, tak dapat mandi situ. last aku mandi laut tu mase aku six years old. lama dah. dah tua dah aku skrg. hahahahh.

next story, after stay kelate for 3 days two nights, kteorg bertolak pergi ganu kito plk. kat sane, kteorg pergi mkn. sedapp. murah pulak. restoran terapung namenye. ok. pastu pegi jln jln kat Pasar Payang yg murah-murah brgnye. kena pandai tawarmenawar. hha. mak aku beli baju kelawar dua tau. aku beli keychain byk byk pakai kat beg. haha. we went so many places and tak lupa pergi Masjid Kristal yang so amazing! sempatlah rasa solat kat situ. memang sangat seronok. tak taw nak ckp cne. korg mesti try pergi taww. btw, keropok lekor dia sedapp gile. kena beli borong. baru puas!

last place aku pergi is Pahang. tempat lahirny aku. haha. koi org phg! kat sane, singgah cherating. stay for one day. feel so relieved sbb walaupun hujan, masih boleh mandi kat situ sbb situ kwsn teluk. tp, kalau hjn lebat, tak boleh mandi taw. bahaya. okeng. mandi lah, syoksyok. seronokkk. rasa nak pergi lagi. mandi 24 hours. sampai beku takpe. ada kisah menarik, waktu mandi pantai, kaki mak aku kena gigit ngan ikan. baik betul ikan tu. mak aku takutt nak mandi. haha, cherating best! packing packing. nak balik Saujana dah. singgah mkn kat gambang. pastu., beli lah apa apa buah tangan nak kasi kat kwn kwn mak kan. then, we in the car sampai saujana. sempat singgah pasar kat Saujana.


memang this holiday. best giler. tak taw nak ckp ape. mmg Daebak! haha, bak kata org korea. mmg awesome. bak kata org putih. mmg hebat, seronok dan seronookkk. haha, holiday yg almost perfect. okeng. that's all. aku dah serupa muka donatt//


kenduri kat kalantann.

*malas nak upload gambar. lembapp sangat. rasa nak lempang je line broadband ni.

17 December 2011

Buat apa nak banyakbanyak drama?

so sick when we talk about this topic. okay. since both have the same feeling, why not just go on together like before this. no one would hate it. i'm so sure that people would like it. okay. why we must torture our heart that make so many scars? what u gonna do is follow what ur heart says. it can be better. if you really didn't have the feel like before this. speak truthly. ' I don't like her or him'. full stop. no need to remind the old memories. but, if you still have the pieces of love inside ur heart. chase for that love. like the lyrics of one song, jangan tunggu lama lama, nanti lama lama dia diambil orang. kn dah melepas?? nanti frust menonggeng sendiri kan? haha. okeng. this talk is not for me. ini untuk orang lain. orangorang yang sedang menghadapi situasi macam tu. okeng. i'm so bored. but i'm happyyy :) hahahahahah.sekarang aku suka warna-warna yang vintage pulak.  biruu, merahh, hitam. pinkk (maybee). apa kejadahnyee tulis fav color pulak?

*since form two I loiike him until now, even he's not here anymore. dah merempat kemana.

16 December 2011

Gumbiiraaa

jangan tanya banyak mana aku gembira. sebab aku tak tahu tahap apa jenis gembiraa aku ni. tapi yang penting, aku bahagia GILAA! jangan tanya sebab apa yang buat aku tersenyum sampai ke telinga sebab aku tak mampu nak cerita. aku tak dapat cakap apa-apa lagi. terima kasih. dah lama aku tunggu, haha. finally. aku pun tak expect taw! haha. aku bahagia gila. terima kasih. gembira sangat!!! rasa gembira dan bahagia ni lagi hebat daripada dapat no.1 dalam mana-mana competition. AAHAHAH. behave myself supaya jangan nak gembiree sangat. WUAHAHA. hidup ni memang indah. baru aku tahuu. indah sangat. walaupun kadang-kadang aku sedih tak tentu pasal. tapi, bila aku nak stat marah, aku akan ingat perkara bahagia tu, mesti aku tak jadi marah. tengoklah betapa gembiraanya aku saat ni! HAHA. walaupun benda tu benda kecik je. tapi, aku tetap happy sebab aku memang happpppppppyyyyyyyy :)))))))))))))))

Tengok, tengok! aku tengah senyum! nampak, nampak?
*dalam hidup ni, kadang-kadang ada sedih, kadang-kadang ada gembiree. cuma nak tunggu yang happy tu, kena sabar jee kan?