27 May 2015
Kadang kadang aku rasa kami cam agak cool gak ah.
No need to cover ayu and cun macam contoh gelak kat kepci kuat gila,
even for the smallest thing yang orang akan rasa that was no funny man.
Well, kalau cam ajak pergi mana mana. There's no need to think, just go with the flow.
Contohnya Kuantan jom when actually the real plan is you just wanna go to Mesra Mall je.
We like to wear big clothes that make us look like fatty kid who likes to eat mcd everyday.
And we like sport very much, boleh main badminton sampai pat pagi.
And tetiba tidur for the whole day.
Rajin beperangai sepah, tetiba tersadung, tetiba sos tumpah kat tudung, that was basically us.
Karaoke is one of our hobby, jerit kuat kuat for Paramore song. Itu biasa.
Our words differ from others. Our ways pun lain. Kami bukan macam gadis gadis ayu comel lote, we're different. Selekeh, lenjan & sepah.
Well I miss the old days. I really miss us bertiga.
I choose delicious food and great music instead of you.
I have no doubt that I will actually survive without any shitty feeling.
because the existence of that bullshit feeling,
just adding the pressure that I already had.
There's a lot of indescribable mixed feeling haunted myself, lately. Forgive me.
Somehow, it gives me inspiration to write.
At least to this blog.
22 May 2015
21 May 2015
I cant deny that this love keeps growing up bigger and bigger everyday.
To be honest, I dont really want to get involved on those thingy.
I am afraid he might not be the one and at the end my time would be wasted.
And also this isnt the right time.
And I dont want to be his plan B.
16 May 2015
You gave me a blank of paper and who knows I could feel such an unbelievable happiness
I try hard to create another art and I am pleasure to beautify that blank paper
Yep. It was a blank paper
It just another fucking priceless blank paper
It was a blank feel
It was nothing
Sorry for my bad words.