4 October 2016

I dont even know


You are bright, you are kind.
For this last time, please be strong.
You are strong you know that Fateen.
I'm begging you to continue this journey.
Please.


28 July 2016

the noks 2


Kita sudah tidak berjumpa bukan bermakna kau akan aku lupa.
Segala kenangan remaja yang pernah kita cipta bersama.
Ketawa, gaduh, marah, tak bertegur sapa itu perkara biasa.
Dua tahun setengah kita kongsikan bersama.
Walau kita tiada orang lain, tapi kita bertiga saja sudah cukup
buat aku rasa biasa berjauhan dengan keluarga.

Bersama kalian adalah satu memori yang tak akan pernah akan aku rasa bersama yang lain.
Dan kalau tidak mustahil masa itu boleh beranjak ke belakang,
maka aku adalah orang yang tidak teragak agak untuk berkata ya, aku mahu.

Tapi itu mustahil. Maka biarlah masa lalu menghias zaman tua kita,
dan ketika itu aku mungkin termenung sambil tersenyum,
dan hatiku berkata,
kalian adalah hadiah dari tuhan yang sungguh bermakna.

Kalau kau rasa rindu, aku juga turut merasakan yang sama.
Kalau kau rasa tempat baru tak seperti dulu, aku pun rasa itu.

Mengulangi semula rasa bahagia itu, siapa yang tak mahu. 
Kita bertiga sahaja rasa bahagia itu, siapa yang tahu.


2 July 2016

An appreciation post


So, finally I've got a chance to write this appreciation post for someone.

I haven't told you, you captured my eyes since the first time we met.
When I told you, I like you; that was truthfully sincerely from the bottom from my heart. I hate cheezy words. But for you, I would like to experience how it feels to be in cheezy mood.

You are so beautiful, in every edges and terms of a person wants to be.Your passion in everything that you do, your hardworking, your jokes. You are so strong, you are kind, you are brave, you are quick-witted, you are bright and cheerful, you are lovable. Every hardships that you have went through that even if you sad, you did not show it to the world and your surrounding. You are kind, you will help people who are in need. You are brave to face this world, even if this world may full of hatred, full of hypocrisy and full of anxiety. You are clever, you can do it! I wish you to be successful in everything that you do. You are bright, as sun. You could live up the environment with your jokes and your talks. You are lovable that a person like me could fall for you.

And everything above that I have said, it's all for you. Thank you for every single seconds that we've spent together. I love you.

18 May 2016

iloveu


kalau boleh kita berdua bersama, akan aku bawa kita berdua merantau ke seluruh dunia, mencipta kenangan bersama. kita sama sama hidup bertemakan sederhana tapi kapasiti bahagia yang kita punya melebihi infiniti. kita akan sama sama memberi dan menerima. kita akan cuba cari penyelesaian untuk setiap masalah menimpa. setiap perkara kecil yang membuat kau dan aku tertawa, itu akan disimpan jadi penguat ikatan kita. setiap tangis dan kecewa akan menjadi saat dimana kau dan aku rindu untuk melihat masing masing mengukir senyuman. kau dan aku akan melalui hari tua bersama, tetapi semua kenangan itu masih muda di ingatan. sambil duduk menikmati secawan kopi di beranda itu, kau bertanya, "do you still remember the night that we were dancing together?". ya, aku masih ingat semua itu. segala kisah gembira, duka tangis dan tawa bila kita bergaduh itu perkara biasa. ya, kita berdua inginkan bahagia yang biasa. tiada yang luar biasa. kerana biasa itu sudah cukup untuk buat aku hargai kau, dan kau juga.

tapi

kita berdua bersama itu pun sudah kedengaran hiperbola kerana masa depan belum cukup pasti. tapi kalau tuhan benarkan kita harungi dunia berdua maka saat itu akulah manusia yang paling bahagia.

written on April 27, 2016

ease by troye sivan ft broods


Tied my hair up, accessing my blog while listening to ease by Troye Sivan ft Broods. Life is not easier compared to before. All of the tension, tons of works to do, the stress that cannot be handled anymore; all of this driving me crazy. Words in the lyric of this song keep chasing each other, they know that they fit very well in my situation right now. I know that I have many things to do but you know people loves procrastination very much. And the song ended just like that. All of Troye Sivan's songs are very damn good, to me, he is an art.

2 April 2016

Tomorrow


It's all up to you to choose what you should do to gain happiness. The person you want to keep in your life, the things that you want to believe, the attitude that you want to carry and the real you that you want to show to world. The fake you will bring you to the fake world where everything seems untrue. So be cautious.

You are on your own when you'll have to make decision. It's hard and it's confusing because you might be taking a wrong step. We learnt from mistakes, that's what people said but yet they were afraid to make any. But the mistake that you do, is the best teacher to teach you in the future.

So don't be afraid, chase what you want to chase and gain what you want to gain. Choose properly. Lastly, please be happy, xoxo.

4 March 2016

Revolution


I guess this is another part of growing up; where me does not feel like me anymore