Worse Than Withered

Assalamualaikum,

I don't want to cry. I don't want to foolish myself again. I don't want to liking someone 
more than it should be. I just want to stay like this. I want to keep my love for someone 
who deserves to. I want to love Allah more than anything. I want to forget you. I already 

like you exceptionally. But, I don't want to fall again. It's too hurt. I just love myself and I 

didn't want her to live in pain. After so many things, she had been through. Please, feel.

Leave her alone.

I don't know why I'm getting in this mood recently. Maybe, it's true I already liking

 someone again. For serious. No kidding. I'm sure you know the level of this pain. After so

 many times I already feel it, I just don't wanna involve for this thing again right now. 

Because it's just too hurt even if it's so beauty. Before it get spread out into my whole 

heart, can I just kill this and thrown it away. Nevertheless the other side of my heart, I 

want this feel to stay. Please just stay and don't go away. But, I can't cry anymore for 

something that is so stupid. For just another stupid reason, I will not fooling myself. I know 

now what is right and not. I know you're so good and so perfect that you can find another 

perfect company. I know. I don't blame anything. Over looking up reality, it's normal for 

one for looking the perfectionism. After all this long time I've been so stupid for hoping

 something that will never come true, better I'm move on and leave the low love. I 

already give up and don't want to interfere with that thing. Now, I just wanna be an 

independent girl with a big dream to success in life. Cewahh. Hehe, it's just so true that 

my love is so expensive. That only certain people can get it. And for the most important 

thing, this love is just for up there. Allah.

//Please make this thing turn out to be so easy. 

Saranghae, Otokaji. Pelempang nak?

Assalamualaikum :)

Tajuk takde kena mengena dengan entry sebenarnya. Apakah semua ini ? Tell me why why why ? Hee, Final semakin mendekati. Jujurnya, tiada sebarang preparation yang saya lakukan. Yes, saya memang teruk. Dan pemalas. Tapi, malas tu sekejap je. Belajar tetap perlu. Ulangkaji tetap mesti dibuat. Saya tak akan boleh kalau tak belajar. Tapi, kalau usaha je tak cukup kan? Usaha memang penting. Tapi jangan sampai lupa kewajipan kita kepada Allah. Solat jangan tinggal. Ingat tu kawan kawan! Cehh, pandai pulak menasihat aku ni. Diri sendiri tu tak sedar. Hihi >.< Tapi sebetulnya solat janganlah tinggal. Peace. Kediannyeee, bila dah usaha gila gila sampai tak tidoq 10 malam tuu, jangan sampai sakit pulak. Hehe, nanti kang tak pasal pasal demam lah, pengsan lah. Kita kena watlek je study ni. Eh! Tak boleh, kita kena study hard. Tapi, aku study rilex je. Haha, memang dasar pemalas aku ni. Eh aku ? Kejap saya, kejap aku. Apakah ini? OH, tidakkkk :O Hee, Takpelah, kalau nak ngada ngada gunalah 'saya' sebagai kata pengantar? Emm, bolehlah. Tapi, kalau nak brutal sikit, gunalah 'wa' and 'lu'. 'aku' and 'kau'. Cehh, haha. Banyaklahh kau fateen. Merepek marabun. Dah dah, dengar ni aku nak bercekerama, bersajak dalam doa.

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim.

Bukan senang menggapai sebuah kejayaan,

Kerana nyatanya tidak ada satu perkara pun di dunia ini yang mudah,

Jika dirimu impikan kejayaan itu,

Maka berusahalah selagi termampu sehingga habis dayamu,

Dan jika usaha itu telah mencapai tahap maksima,

Sujud pada Allah swt, Berdoa padaNya, pintalah yang terbaik daripada-Nya,

Dan apabila sebaik mungkin dirimu melakukan dua perkara tersebut,

iaitu, usaha dan doa,

Tawakkallah pada segala kejadian yang bakal terjadi.

Semoga kejayaan itu milik kita. InsyaAllah ♥

Amin.

//all the best u olls :D