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Tadi, aku kalah. Aku nampak lemah dan sangat memalukan. Aku taknak tampak lemah. Aku
kuat. Aku yakin aku boleh. Aku tak lemah. Tak. Aku hebat. Aku kuat. Aku tabah. Aku boleh
terima kenyataan. Aku tak lemah. Aku kuat. Aku mampu. Aku,
Ya Allah. Please give some strength. Some strength to forget him. Please, ya Allah.
Hanya engkau tempat aku memohon, meminta, mengadu. Thought, he will never know.
But You know, ya Allah, deep in my heart. I'll never can forget him completely. Maafkan
aku ya Allah jika aku terlalu merindui dirinya berbanding diriMU. Ya Allah khilafku, and
because of that. I pray to you, please ya Allah. If he's not for me. Please get rid of my
feels out of my heart. I don't wanna cry of someone who's not worth for. I'm tired. I don't
wanna give up on my life just because of that. Life must go on and Ya Allah , You are the
most important than anything in my life. Aku bersyukur ya Allah, Engkaulah yang
mendengar masalah ini walaupun aku tak terluahkan. Tolong ya Allah, jangan jauhkan
diriku dari padaMU. Kerana Engkau kekuatanku. Ya Allah, aku mohon ampunilah dosa ini.
Maafkan aku, ya Allah.
//My family also my strength. They are the lights that brighten my life.